I don't know if you'd be interested in hearing my thought's on britney and justin ,but i thought id tell someone who is just as interested in them as people as i am . A few year's i was the biggest N Sync fan. I went to concerts i had the posters, i was completely in puppy-dog love with Justin Timberlake. So of course i hated Britney Spear's . I'd cry, break down and cry if i heard a new rumor that they were dating. I remember one time there was a new rumor on the radio saying they were spotted kissing and i had gone to my friend's house to tell her about it . She not understanding how serious i was, played a britney song . I ran down the stairs and just cried. I remember telling my grandmother while crying 'how can i miss someone i've never met,someone i've never known'? It's hard to believe i said those things now.I'd say 'oh shes going to break his heart,she'll cheat on him 'I was completely convinced she was wrong for him . A year went by after i had heard them actually say they were together.By then i didnt listen to Nsync anymore . I didnt even watch Award show's because i knew they'd be there together . Then another year went by,and i just started seeing her in a new light. It first started with 'i wish i was her',then with 'shes so lucky' finally, 'i'm very happy for the both of them' . Then its rumored they break up. He cheated on her . She cheated on him. I couldnt believe it. So of course after seeing pictures, i blamed him . Said he was just another dumb man . Then i really couldnt believe it, when i found out that it was actually her who cheated on him. I don't think that its hard to understand why she had done what she did. I can understand her feelings and his feelings completely. But to , write songs called 'horrible woman' and write lyric's about someone who loved you,made mistakes but loved you . Spent moments with you, no one else will ever share. I don't think that it's right at all, to hurt them like that . Whether in your house, on the phone,or on Tv. It should be kept private. But who knows what the actual fact's are . Who knows what rules apply to Hollywood couples . I guess it;s really hard to have a straight forward opinion . But being a fan, and a friend . I hope for the best,for the both of them .I hope for the happiness . I don't want it to come out like i'm bashing either one, because i cant say i know how either of them feel's. Or whats best for them, on how to deal with the hurt and pain . But i think its a shame, to hurt each other more than what pain is already there . You heart can't mend, if you don't let it. And you can't love with your heart, when you can't let go of whats tearing it apart . I wish that for them and for everyone, to be happy, and innocent and strong. And to know no matter what happens, there's always someone out there who loves you . Always.

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